sakuranbocat

It's been a long time since I've logged in here, and since that time a bunch of good things have happened. Firstly the holidays are finally coming around, which means I can waste some time on the internet, and finally say what I was meant to say several days ago. After our cat, well, died, my parents let me buy another one. They initially weren't going to let me, but then they saw how depressed I was getting and obviously getting another cat was the closest to reviving my cat. We went to the local RSPCA adoption shelter and every single cat was so beautiful! In the end it came down to a calico cat called Yuna and a brown tabby called Sarabi

A couple of days ago the cat got diagnosed with cancer. My parents weren't willing to pay for the surgery, and he was already getting pretty old anyway. Today we took him to the vet and 'put him to sleep'. For the past two days I've been crying my eyes out/going online to forget about everything. I feel like such an idiot for not recognising it earlier. I wish I put off the whole thing until later, but I didn't want the cat to suffer. And I wish now that I tried harder to get my parents to agree to the operation. I would have paid for it myself, but there was no guarantee that the cancer wouldn't come back. I wish I had given him one last

Every night as the light fades and the sun sets, we put the little chickens back in their cage and take them indoors. As it gets dark, we drape a cloth over the cage so they know that it's time for them to sleep. This morning, I took the cloth off, receiving the usual cacophony of chirping as the chicks saw light again. Then I set the cage on the table, where it was more at eye level, and immediately noticed the absence of the small white puffball that was usually serenely standing beside Spotto and Acksonjay. Then my eyes trailed down to the food bowl and I saw something: a little, heartbroken pile of feathers that was Crayon. At that mome